इस बार आना तो
पूरे आना....
आधे
अधूरे तुम अच्छे नहीं
लगते....
जीने
मरने की कसमें नहीं
चाहिए,
बस इस बार साथ
पूरा लाना...
इस बार आना तो
पूरे आना...
मुददतों
से मांगी दुआओं का असर थे
तुम,
मज़िल
तो नहीं... पर मेरा सफर
थे तुम...
जाने
अनजाने जो छूट गए
कभी पीछे हो..
बस वो ख्वाब पूरे
लाना.......
इस बार आना तो
पूरे आना...
आधे
अधूरे तुम अच्छे नहीं
लगते.......
कोइ तुमसे पुछे
कोण हूँ मैं ?I love her more than anyone else in the world. I can kill myself to stop her cry. I can't live without her even for a split second. I never hide anything from her. She knows me completely. Not even I know myself that properly. I wanna take her everywhere I go. I don't let her go away for even a single minute from me. We always stay together. Yes, we get upset due to each other's behaviour sometimes, but we make up quickly. I can't measure how much I love her, but I can tell u one thing for sure, she is the only one I love that much.
I can't imagine my life without my girlfriend because my 'imagination' is my girlfriend.
People around me either say they understand or they will
listen to me cry about my depression and suicidal thoughts. The truth is, they
neither understand, nor do they care about listening to me. They only say it so
they could look like the good guy and get virtue points
I can't continue this
every day i use to be happy person earlier but then lockdown came in my
life lockdown has changed my life in negative way. i have learned many things
like going many days hungry people who use to say dont worry i am with you in a
last 1yr i have 1.5 lakh of burden credit score gone zero my father often ask
me for help but i couldn't
but there is one light in my life my sister you know we
don't have blood relation but she always stands for me after her i realized
when you're in problem not even your parents gonna help (i am talking about
real issues) so she helping me and i was trying to get a loan and pay clear all
my burden
I've always heard from people that it is only your parents
who love you unconditionally, but after such bitter experiences I don’t think
it's true at all. They keep showering their love on you up until you keep
fulfilling their wishes. The day you go against them and for something you
want, then all the love will just fade away.
guess what surprise by gov. again lockdown again i lough at
my self i have no idea how long i can carry this as we all know mantel health
is important but i cant have that you know people often says money is not
important, i think Yes, it's it is very important.
Money is like that most important question which you
definitely need to cover. It solves most of your life problems. The remaining
chapters are the other factors of life like enjoyment time, relationships, etc.
They are important but you cannot really do much to control them. You work day
and night to earn money and leave the rest to your luck and surprises of life.
In today’s world, If you have money, you have friends,
family, relatives, respect in society too. But when you are lacking money you
have to face taunts behind your back and on face too.
when i had no financial problem everyone wanted to talk meet
every one was nice to me whenever someone needed me i have taken stand for them
now when i call or text them they dont even answer or reply
but now I'm just tired
That's been my response to a lot of questions lately..
Depression is never easy, especially when you cant do anything or dont have
motivation to do anything. I am failing to see the point of living if I'm only
here to work myself to death. I just want to sleep forever. Not necessarily
die, but just rest. I'm in a constant state of exhaustion, even after a full
night of sleep. My body never heals. I don't want to feel like this anymore,
it's making me more sick as time moves on. The funny thing is, no one notices
that I'm not well, people know that I battle with depression, but they don't
understand what depression is. They think it's all in my head and I can fix it
by just "being happy". You can't just "be" happy. It pisses
me off. Don't you think that if I could be happy, I would? Do you think I want
to struggle getting out of bed every morning, struggle to take a shower? brush
my teeth? comb my hair? I am tired of it all. I don't want to do this anymore.
I am overwhelmed by every obstacle of life and I just want it to stop.
Im helpless stuck in a loop of hoping that one day i will
find the courage to stop everything. i even wrote dates and methods to do the
same ,i cant help it. I just wanna take a rope put it around my neck and jump
of a building to end this pain for once.
I’m sorry
I can’t accurately describe how you make me feel. You are the most amazing girl in the world. Your beauty is radiant, your smile is so precious, and your personality is as cute as can be.
I am so sorry for my mistakes and all the pain you’ve been through in your life. I hope you know you deserved none of it. I just want to give you a better life. To hold you tight and keep you safe.
I feel numb every night thinking of the trauma you’ve suffered. How you can’t see what a special person you are. How you can’t see that you deserve the world.
You tell me I’m far too good for you, but if anything it’s the other way around. You deserve so much more than me. But I’m so grateful for your love.
I know you feel like i behave bossy but babe even little thing happens to you It kills me to think of you alone, or unhappy You don’t like compliments i know, you can’t believe me when I tell you how beautiful you are. But it’s true.
The only time I’ve feel true happiness is when we plan our future together. It is everything that I want and more. I hope you know I will always be here for you.
i love you 🌹
I’m so happy I found you!!
You’ve been my crush for the last 1.8 years and I’m so glad that we are now together!
You always give me small compliments and you have no idea how happy that makes me. Just a short and simple “You’re my baby” leaves me smiling for the next hour because it’s coming from you.
I love how you freak out whenever I tell you that I’ve gotten hurt, even if it’s just a small cut you panic and ask me things like if I’m okay.
You make me laugh a bunch even if I’m feeling down. Whenever I talk to you I just feel relaxed and happy. It’s like positivity radiates from you.
I also love the way you smile and look at me, it makes me feel important. Whenever you talk to someone new I love how shy you are, it’s really cute.
The nicknames you have for me and the heart you had added in last of my nick name are really nice and definitely better than the ones I gave you.
You look adorable and your eyes.... ahhhh your amazing eyes. They look great on you! You are also quite intelligent and have an answer to pretty much everything I ask you. You are just the perfect person.
If you’re reading this till here, I want you to know that I love you soooo much!
i know i am not capable now but I want you to know that I’m going to marry you someday. ❤️
your and only your Clay ❤️
Hey,
If you didn't know, I had a pretty hefty a crush on you. There's something so alluring about intelligence paired with benevolence. You stand out. In my mind, we seemed to have had a deep, cosmic connection unlike any other, as if some force was pulling us together. It was so strong that I thought you must have felt it, too. Despite this, I always tried to do what was right.
With hindsight, I think you're just gifted at making people feel seen. You're special in that way. Most people are too occupied with themselves. I felt both suspicious of and elated by your kindness. You had no sinister ulterior motive, though. You simply are that wonderful.
We never really knew each other, but I really wanted (want) to know you. Something tells me I'll have affection for you for years to come. But you have your life, I have mine, and we can't be more than what we are. I am happy where I'm at, though. It seems like you are, too. Happiness and blessings are all I want for you.
Letting go is a long process for me. I care for you and I admire the hell out of you. That's all. Hopefully this will be the last time I write you. Take care of yourself.
