to my love

 I’m sorry 

I can’t accurately describe how you make me feel. You are the most amazing girl in the world. Your beauty is radiant, your smile is so precious, and your personality is as cute as can be.

I am so sorry for my mistakes and all the pain you’ve been through in your life. I hope you know you deserved none of it. I just want to give you a better life. To hold you tight and keep you safe. 

I feel numb every night thinking of the trauma you’ve suffered. How you can’t see what a special person you are. How you can’t see that you deserve the world.

You tell me I’m far too good for you, but if anything it’s the other way around. You deserve so much more than me. But I’m so grateful for your love.

I know you feel like i behave bossy but babe even little thing happens to you It kills me to think of you alone, or unhappy  You don’t like compliments i know, you can’t believe me when I tell you how beautiful you are. But it’s true. 

The only time I’ve feel true happiness is when we  plan our future together. It is everything that I want and more. I hope you know I will always be here for you.

i love you 🌹

I’m so happy I found you!!

You’ve been my crush for the last 1.8 years and I’m so glad that we are now together!

You always give me small compliments and you have no idea how happy that makes me. Just a short and simple “You’re my baby” leaves me smiling for the next hour because it’s coming from you.

I love how you freak out whenever I tell you that I’ve gotten hurt, even if it’s just a small cut you panic and ask me things like if I’m okay.

You make me laugh a bunch even if I’m feeling down. Whenever I talk to you I just feel relaxed and happy. It’s like positivity radiates from you.

I also love the way you smile and look at me, it makes me feel important. Whenever you talk to someone new I love how shy you are, it’s really cute.

The nicknames you have for me and the heart you had added in last of my nick name are really nice and definitely better than the ones I gave you. 

You look adorable and your eyes.... ahhhh your amazing eyes. They look great on you! You are also quite intelligent and have an answer to pretty much everything I ask you. You are just the perfect person.

If you’re reading this till here, I want you to know that I love you soooo much!

i know i am not capable now but I want you to know that I’m going to marry you someday. ❤️

your and only your Clay ❤️